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Imagine your tiny tyrant – a Godly wife

This tiny tyrant rules my heart, but I need to raise her to be the woman and Godly wife she is meant to be.(Last Updated On: May 3, 2016)

How do I raise a Godly wife if I’m still learning how to be one?

I originally wrote this post two years ago, I’m both encouraged by how far I’ve come and humbled by how far I still have to go.

This morning I was reviewing the book I’m reading (The Excellent Wife by Martha Peace). The author discusses how she was a spoiled-rotten only child when she first got married. Her selfishness and lack of self-control were destroying her marriage.

I read this and for the first time really realized that my daughter is not only going to grow up to become an adult, woman, mother, but also probably someone’s wife.

I spent a couple of moments in imaginary terror, picturing my almost-four-year-old as a wife, crying over every slight, demanding her way, and throwing temper tantrums. Humorous, but not a pretty picture.

My daughter is a perfectly normal almost 4 year old. She plays nicely in her room, would watch PBS all day if I let her. She reads books, asks a million questions, loves life and her energy is boundless.

Sometimes her coping skills are overwhelmed by being hungry or tired, like any preschooler. Obviously, she will mature, but will she have the strength and peace to be a woman of God as an adult?

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Am I preparing her to be a Godly wife? How do I prepare her for that?

My daughter is almost 4, and hyper emotional. Every bumped knee or disappointment is the end of the world.

She is used to being the center of attention, and I’ve been wondering how to parent her appropriately to guide her into self-control, patience, self-reliance, gentleness, perseverance, and faith.

I’ve been quiet recently because we’ve been struggling with spring colds and her willfulness, and I’ve been seeking some of God’s answers.

My daughter has been a tiny tyrant for the past couple of weeks. Not everyday, all the time, but it’s been a daily struggle to deal appropriately with her deliberate disobedience.

But I think the answer to her current disobedient streak and to how to prepare her to be a wife or Godly woman are the same.

It begins with me. What kind of wife and mother am I? If I am angry, selfish, loud, short-tempered, she will internalize those attitudes just the way I internalized my mom’s cleanliness and organization.

I need to live the wife, mother, woman that I want her to see and grow to be. I want her to be joyful, loving, patient, kind, funny, strange, prone to dance parties and silly songs, devouring books and learning, and knowing she is loved by her earthly parents and Heavenly Father.

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Just last night, I made dinner, had all the prep dishes washed, cornbread in the oven, coffee pots ready for the next day, salads waiting to be dressed, laundry washed and folded, even had time just to play mommy, and felt like a real grown up. I know – I’m 42.

I even managed be patient all day. It was just the daily life of a wife, but I felt really good about the day.  Why? Because the house felt not just tidy, but calm and peaceful, because I had been. For too long, my focus was how clean my house was instead of the condition of my heart.

Proverbs 19:14 House and wealth are inherited from fathers, but a prudent wife is from the LORD.

Would my husband say that I’m a gift from God? Whoa, I had to pray about that. And if not yet, how do I get there from here?

Proverbs 9:10 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom,
    and the knowledge of the Holy One is insight.

Fearing the Lord is truly understanding God’s holiness, mightiness, omnipotence, righteousness and accepting our need for redemption. I immediately stopped and prayed with David from Psalm 86.

“Teach me thy way, O Lord; I will walk in thy truth: unite my heart to fear thy name” (Psalm 86:11).

Faith starts by understanding who we are in God and starting to live in humility. But faith has to be seen out loud, as well.

James 2:17-18 (ESV) 17 So also faith by itself, if it does not have works, is dead. 18 But someone will say, “You have faith and I have works.” Show me your faith apart from your works, and I will show you my faith by my works. 

I want my daughter to see my faith, my fear of the Lord, BY my works, by my life. We’re human. We nap, we play, we laugh, and we love each other. And we serve each other and God.

I want her to see that service to God in my heart as a joyful blessing and want to serve Him, too.

This tiny tyrant rules my heart, but I need to raise her to be the woman and Godly wife she is meant to be.

This verse is very convicting for my bold, aggressive spirit.

Proverbs 9:13  The woman Folly is loud; she is seductive and knows nothing.

The biggest change I could make would be to become soft, quiet, and gentle. What a beautiful witness that would be to my family!

1 Peter 3:4 but let your adorning be the hidden person of the heart with the imperishable beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which in God’s sight is very precious. 

Recently, I’ve been feeling the Holy Spirit start to gentle me. My sinful nature is resisting, making me realize just how selfish I still am, but I see the beauty of a gentle spirit when I get it right.

When I get quiet, her unruly 4 year old nature doesn’t have a grip on my emotions like it used to. I can see her struggling with her sinful nature and guide her, instead of forcing her to deal with mine.

As a Godly wife, when I get quiet, he reaches for me and feels my love for him.

Titus 2:3-5 “3 Older women likewise are to be reverent in behavior, not slanderers or slaves to much wine. They are to teach what is good, and so train the young women to love their husbands and children, to be self-controlled, pure, working at home, kind, and submissive to their own husbands, that the word of God may not be reviled.

Doesn’t that passage say so much? I need to be reverent, hard-working, self-controlled, pure, kind, submissive.

My answer for how do I teach her to be a Godly wife someday is right there. By example.

Proverbs 31:10 lists so many attributes of a Godly wife just in different translations of this one verse: noble, virtuous, capable, excellent, diligent, of strong character, valiant, and worthy. This wife’s price is above rubies.

How I long to exhibit this verse.

She will learn by my example. Even the world proves over and over we learn by imitation first and foremost, so I have to let the Holy Spirit work in me all day, every day so someday her husband can live in the home of my precious girl’s heart for God.

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17 thoughts on “Imagine your tiny tyrant – a Godly wife

  1. Jennifer, this is such a great reminder. Although I can’t model what a Godly wife should look like, I do hope to model the qualities of a Godly husband. Thank you for the reminder that my kiddo’s are watching what I say and do. I too want to both teach and live out Christ-honoring qualities at home.

    1. Jed, you get to model how your girls should be loved and treated as wives! What an amazingly beautiful gift!

  2. Oh what a great read! I think about this constantly as I am raising our son…I want to raise him to be a Godly husband and man, but it’s hard when I am not a perfect parent or Christian!

    1. My dad always said that God gave us flawed parents so we would need to seek Him. Her broken places will need Jesus just like mine did.

  3. I loved reading this, Jennifer! I have a daughter of my own. She is too young to talk back at this point because she is a baby, but already I am seeing possible future bad habits including disobedience. Leading by example is hard to do when we know we ourselves are broken but we are whole in Christ! Having a little one look up to you definitely helps step up my standards for myself, or have myself be more in line with God’s standards for us women.

    1. Gets easier and harder every step of the way, but God can give peace.

  4. Jennifer, what a Great article!! She will learn by your example. Our example must always point them back to the word of God. When we mess up they need to see us repent and run back to Christ. Live out tHe gospel before them. I am going to share your post this week on facebook. Thanks again for sharing:)

    1. Thank you for saying so. It was one of my very first posts and still so true.

  5. Absolutely beautiful. Kids watch us and how we treat our husbands. How to teach them how to be a good wife, a good friend, a good mom by being it.

    1. I can’t control of lot of things she sees. But I can control myself.

  6. Jennifer, what a great article. Lots to think about! I am raising, by God’s grace, someone’s future wife, and two future husbands. Pray for me, and I’ll pray for you! 🙂

  7. as long as you’re submitting to God every day in prayer – you – and your daughter – are gonna be just fine 🙂

  8. This is soooo good! Thank you for sharing. God is good and faithful and has definitely revealed to you through His word how to raise your daughter into a beautiful wife! Love how you are taking His idea of you be the example to heart. What a great lesson for all of us!

    1. Really grateful to how God continues to grow my faith and fruit in this walk.

  9. Reblogged this on Heaven not Harvard and commented:

    I haven’t had a lot of time to work on a new post this week. Being sick and struggling with my hip has just worn me down, but as I’m preparing my mind and heart to re-start our Bible study tomorrow, I found myself studying my own post, revisiting the things God put on my heart back in May, so I thought I would reblog it today for any of my followers who missed this one. I promise a new post is coming, God’s writing it on my heart right now, but wisdom takes time.

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